We’d been ready and waiting all summer to hear what she had to say this time around. Sometimes it was planned, organized and even coordinated to have a particular audience. Other years, it was spontaneous, influenced by circumstance and passionate. This year we had our alarms set to blastoff. We made sure not to make any plans that particular day, no beach trip, no date night and definitely not time for questioning her authority. We were eager and waiting for we knew she would begin once her work shoes were kicked off and her diet coke was in hand. Patience is key; one of her many lessons I hold near and dear, but have yet to conquer.
It’s the first week in September, our school clothing still has all the original tags attached; as directed by her. The smell of new sweatshirts, winter jackets, hot cocoa and school books filled the air. This night in particular I remember the sound of ice cubes hitting the edge of the martini glass as it floated in her ready poured diet coke. We wanted everything to go perfectly, so we made sure presentations were in order. My sister and I sitting anxious in our seat would stare at each other addressing the necessities. She started with (first most important) mom’s martini glass with coke, check. Living room spotless like we were preparing for a magazine to photograph our house, check. Dogs walked, check. By this point we had called her cell phone and work phone then texted her cell phone again to see whether she was on her way home. She couldn’t pull into that drive way fast enough, our nerves were about to burst. Finally, time to begin our back to school preparations. Mom was home, let the lessons begin.
Now let’s back up a few years to explain the root of all the excitement. It began as an attempt to get our attention with intensity and ended as a humorous joke that we carried each year as tradition. School was about to begin and my mom was taking into account what her daughters had put her through the previous year. One of us sisters had skipped school one too many times, another had taken too long to get ready and missed the bus every day and the other failed her P.E class, twice. (This was just the beginning of it, I must leave out the rest if I want my sisters to ever speak to me again) Any ways Mother was fed up and ready to implant a lesson she wanted us to never forget. So she sat us all down, took a deep breath and began by saying, “this year is going to be very different for us. No more tardy slips, no more drama, and no more boys. You are all going to show up to class early and sit in front with a sharpened pencil. Got it?”
She had scarred us half to death, with her serious tone she told us we must all sit down she had something she wanted to talk about. We waited with baited breath, but exhaled in relief when it became evident she couldn’t be serious. No more boys, doesn’t she know she is talking to her four single daughters here? We all began to chuckle with witnessing her first ever beginning of the school year speech.
She persisted, “I want you girls to stay away from the boys with facial hair, and don’t be aggressive with the boys either! I am serious girls, you need to make a list. List your goals for the year, but more importantly list the makeup and beauty supplies that we need to get, oh and we will get some school supplies on the way. All you need is a sharpened pencil, colored pens to make note taking fun, and some cute spiral notebooks to keep things interesting.” Then she would smile, suggesting she might give us a chance to pipe in with our own ideas, however, she ended it quickly after standing up really straight, lowering her glasses on her nose like a librarian and in a serious accent, “that is all ladies, you may be dismissed now, my lesson is over with.” This of course was all for the dramatic affect to not only get the point across but at this point she must have realized this performance contained more than what was on the surface. She had brought us together with a concern of hers. Out of love she wanted to share with us what she had brain stormed with what little free time she acquired; she was listing how to make our lives better even if she had to sacrifice her own nap time. She had brought us all together and in a few moments turned our worlds around.
For the next few years her speech evolved, and developed into a soulful blessing. God must be humorous. I know for a fact he was speaking through my mother in the lessons she brought to my sisters and I. My mom had the most creative ways to present these lessons, to show them as examples and to get them to stick no matter what she had to do. For the years to come we would recite her lessons to each other trying to mimic her tone and remember the way she would say it.
“You know that big yellow thing with all those windows? That is a school bus!” my mom was putter her feet up to rest and taking a long sip from her diet coke. “This right here is the cure for everything” she would say under her breath as she stared at her iced drink. “That big yellow bus, it takes you to a building with all the other hooligans your age….no, not the fashion show. School. Remember, it’s the building you go to where you get an education. Your father and I put a lot of money towards yours schools so you better show up with a sharpened pencil ready to learn this year….”
My sister and I were sitting so close (on the couch meant for six) that our knees were over lapping. We started laughing so hard we had to catch each other from tumbling off our seat. Now, whether or not we sat that way for comfort or protection in this situation may be safer not to be noted. We were laughing so hard we couldn’t breathe and we were whipping the tears from our eyes.
”Are you even listening to me?… That is it, from now on any time you girls try to have a conversation with me, I don’t care how important, I am going to burry my nose into my phone and start texting the way you do.”
Then with a change of tone and a loving touch to my hand she leaned forward, amazed at the speed we were texting she softly said, “can you show me how to text like that… wait, no don’t distract me I am trying to share something with you that you can carry for the rest of your lives.”
Sissy looked at me, I smirked, and the uncontrollable laughter rolled on. I began in a sassy tone “What a school bus looks like? Or that school isn’t a fashion show and we should try and learn something?” I was crossing a line giving her an attitude but her response was a loving and understanding of my playful intentions.
“You know what little pipsqueak” she couldn’t even finish the first sentence without interruptions of giggling, “I don’t know what I am trying to say, but I know it’s good for your soul, I just don’t have a name for it yet.”
Our restless minds found comfort in her voice and direction, we replaced our phones to the coffee table and nestled back into the couch cushion we shared.
“This is a new chapter in your lives. Danielle you’re about to be a mother, and Paulina, Junior year in high school is a big deal. This is a new season in our lives with God leading the way and his grace providing us our home. Let God lead your life and trust him. Girls prayer is key here unless you want to make God laugh tell Him the plan you have for your own life.” Lessons from love proceeded to pour, she explained this was cheaper than therapy and we must listen, we have no excuse to miss school, only if we were deaf dumb and blind then that might be acceptable. We were instructed not to complain that we didn’t have friends or didn’t like the ones we already met. If we feel that way, go find the one kid everyone picks on or the one who sits alone at lunch and be there friend. Stick up for the kids that are left our and share your brand new supplies with the students who used their lunch box from the previous year. Last but not least she expressed, “if you need help with homework remember to ask your father not me, but if you need help matching your clothing or picking out the right accessories then we can talk.” In our younger days when our parents were together she would look to my dad and acquire that he submit his wisdom, “do you have anything to add Tom?” We would laugh it was so typical he would respond slowly with something similar to give me a few days I need to think about it.
This time she stood alone concluding from her throne of wisdom that her princess’s must go forth seeking strength from the Lord. I couldn’t hold back the tears; I was resting my head on sissy’s belly to feel baby Rhianna kicking inside. She must have been spying on the conversation little legs were moving like crazy I was sure her dancing was a sign. I couldn’t wait for her to be born, none of us had the patience for this yet to be born bundle of love. Mom always had a way to move hearts with a radiating energy and simple but significant words. In these moments our precious mom had made us laugh, cry, smile, wonder, pray and feel a joining of our hearts.
She taught us how to organize, to do our best, to be honest and wise with decisions, to laugh at life when it hands us bad apples, how to enjoy good food, what to do when our sisters cry, creative ways to keep a baby from crying, the power of prayer, the strength in friendship and the worth of life. My sisters and I have always wanted to write a book or somehow document all the creative witty and playful things my mom used to say, this doesn’t even cover it. However I couldn’t help but write this down after hours of thinking and praying about my mom in my homesick state of emotions. For those of you who didn’t know my mother and can’t hear her voice in my writing, you may not laugh as hard as those who knew my mother and her character. Neither my words nor anyone else’s could paint the picture even close to similar of the extravagant woman she is. Nor can anyone’s words explain what happened in those moments of my mother’s “beginning of the year speech.”